Mark: I’ll be thinking about you on my flight…
By the way, what's your favorite fragrance or one you really wanted to have? 12:07 PM
Bianca: Hmmm.....actually....I always liked Miss Dior 12:17 PM
Mark: Perfect ;) I was thinking about what you have confided to me about having three orgasms in one evening with me. I think that the counterpart for me is that on Tuesday, it was the first time in years where I was with someone and did not feel lonely... It felt so incredibly special. I feel bad for saying that, but I am being honest with myself. 12:19 PM
Bianca: Don't feel bad. I love it. Thank you for telling me that. I wish you hadn't felt lonely in the past. 12:21 PM
Mark: Likewise, you deserved much more from your past experiences. I will not, however, regret my past or shut the door on it. Rather, I will do my utmost to make you happy. And for you to realize the wonderful potential that you have in life, Bianca. 12:22 PM
Bianca: Life is complicated. Sometimes we need a special person to make it easier and better. I’m so glad I met you. By the way, we were talking about my career earlier. Did you know it’s always been my dream to pursue a career in TV? I started but gave up the dream a few years ago. 12:22 PM
Mark: Why? 12:26 PM
Bianca: It's a long story. I wanted to pursue a career in tv and was going to take stand up and improv classes in my late twenties. 12:27 PM
Mark: Yes. 12:27 PM
Bianca: I do love the interior business though and I believe I can grow both simultaneously. 12:27 PM
Mark: Bianca, if you do have a TV career, it can be the catapult indeed. 12:28 PM
Bianca: I want to catapult a kiss on your lips right now. 12:29 PM
Mark: That's all I wanted to do at this very minute. And all the time since Tuesday. 12:29 PM
Bianca: This evening I'm having dinner with a woman who went to my high school. I don't really feel like going, I'd rather stay in and watch a movie. 12:32 PM
Mark: Ok... So why are you going? 12:33 PM
Bianca: She is an accomplished author, philanthropist and I think she might be an interesting connection. NYC socialite. Page 6 girl, very cool lady. 12:33 PM
Mark: Perfect. Then you ought to go. Sometimes these things need to be done. 12:33 PM
Bianca: Yes I know. I pictured you telling me that actually and decided to keep my plans with her. 12:34 PM
Mark: Just make the most out of it. Sometimes in these meetings we bump into interesting opportunities. 12:34 PM
Bianca: I can't wait to have your tongue all over my body....12:35 PM
Mark: Going to take off soon... I'm missing you desperately. It's a visceral thing. 12:35 PM
Bianca: Sorry I'm just distracted. 12:35 PM
Mark: Kiss gorgeous! 12:38 PM
Bianca: Xoxo 12:39 PM
Mark: Hi Bianca,
I have just landed at Heathrow. It's been an eventful evening, but during this whole process my thoughts have been 100% focused on you.
You are so right in that the universe is somehow trying to convey a message to both of us. I feel that I have an awful lot to learn from you in so many ways. It's funny how I am always careful about being myself with others; with you, this has been natural and I have an uncontrollable desire just to be myself with you as I do trust you. And I have an unshakable certainty that this is the beginning of a life changing experience.
There is something rather awkward that I would like to tell you: I do not want you to feel like the 'other' woman. Despite the circumstances, I believe that you can feel that you simply aren't. Rather, the way I see you is the dream girlfriend who I thought I would never have a chance of meeting in my life and finally did.
I just beg you to be patient with me. Sometimes my befuddled mind plays tricks on me, and I may need your advice about some issues - how I should feel or what I should do. I hope that it would be ok to ask you these questions, as your emotional intelligence is so much higher and more developed than mine.
That was a good question when we were having a chat today: how will we make it to Sunday? I'm counting the seconds and all I want to do is to be with you. If I could, what I would do was to stop by wherever you were this evening after I land at JFK. Just to give you a kiss. It's something that is truly beyond me.
At the end of the day, I'll have only a few hours in London, as the flight from Manchester was so incredibly delayed.
I miss you so much, my dearest Bianca.
Love,
Mark 1:30 PM