Mark: Woke up thinking about you, Bianca. How are you?
I'm at peace with myself today. 6:54 AM
Bianca: Good morning Mark. I just woke up. I wish I could sleep in for once. 7:33 AM
Mark: Kiss 7:34 AM
Bianca: Are you at work? 7:34 AM
Mark: Nope working from home. Could not sleep on my bed last night. 7:34 AM
Bianca: Why? 7:35 AM
Mark: I needed space from my wife to think. So slept on my sofa. I could not get to organise my home office to sleep there. Just did it. But no I'm not in trouble. 7:36 AM
Bianca: Very good. Where did you tell your wife you were last night? 7:37 AM
Mark: With one of my friends. She did not ask who. It was trivial to be honest. 7:37 AM
Bianca: Perfect. Darling...I appreciate you sharing with me last night. Let's please just try to enjoy and live in the moment. 7:38 AM
Mark: Absolutely. I've made peace with myself. And that's all I needed. It was very good last night. I enjoyed it thoroughly. Anyhow. I hope you have an abundant and joyous day. 7:39 AM
Bianca: I had a great time last night. From the amazing restaurant. To the conversation. To our amazing sex. 7:40 AM
Mark: The restaurant was cute, but the company was far better. And at the moment, when we got to your apartment, I had thought we would just cuddle and have a quiet night together. 7:41 AM
Bianca: I can't NOT make love to you. So very sorry. 7:45 AM
Mark: I am unbelievably attracted to you. Bianca, it's way stronger than myself. And I am dying to have sex with you au natural. 7:47 AM
Bianca: Me too. 7:59 AM
Mark: I'm certain it'll feel amazing. 7:59 AM
Bianca: What is this insane electric connection? It's so hot. 8:01 AM
Mark: When I went to my sofa last night. I imagined if last night when I had my orgasm it had been inside you. And darling I felt so aroused. I could not even contemplate the idea of going to my bed. I needed to let the experience of last night sink in. Your touch. We were cuddling and you were running your hand on my back. And it was giving me shivers up and down my spine
Even this drives me crazy. May I ask you something? 8:01 AM
Bianca: Yes. 8:04 AM
Mark: Do you have any fantasies that you have yet to explore?
I'm really open minded. 8:04 AM
Bianca: None that come to mind. My life is one weird fantasy. I'm living it daily. 8:04 AM
Mark: And given that I feel safe with you, I'd be happy to try anything you like…8:05 AM
Bianca: What about you? Tell me. 8:05 AM
Mark: No fantasies. 8:05 AM
Bianca: Oh wait. There is one. When you left last night I ate two Oreos...that was a fantasy I haven't made come true in a while. 8:06 AM
Mark: Ha ha ha 8:06 AM
Bianca: What are you going to do with me? 8:06 AM
Mark: I want us to spend a few days in a warm place just having sex, going to the beach and doing nothing else. Waking up by your side. 8:07 AM
Bianca: I've already told you that my bags and bikini are packed. 8:07 AM
Mark: And you waking me up giving me a blow job. 8:07 AM
Bianca: Yes baby anything for you. 8:08 AM
Mark: Well, I'm dying for that to happen. But we need to find a way of spending longer together next time we meet. Anyhow, on Wednesday, we'll go to Sleep No More. I hope you like it. 8:10 AM
Bianca: You know I have to tell you. A week and a half ago...I was up all night. I couldn't sleep. I was riddled with anxiety over my future…mainly about money. Really unsure if I’d able to stay in this apartment, pay my bills. Which is quite honestly why I got on that website. I figured…what am I really good at? So I joined. I couldn’t have imagined this. 8:17 AM
Mark: Bianca, I was just having a shower. And in the shower it occurred to me. That I had never asked you how big is the financial hole you’re in.
I mean. I had figured that you would have some form of concern. I'm not saying that in a negative way. 8:55 AM
Bianca: Like my debt? 8:58 AM
Mark: Yes and what you need to not feel stressed. Keep your life afloat. 8:58 AM
Bianca: In NYC, my burn rate is typically $10k a month.
Some months I'm ahead, some I'm behind. 8:59 AM
Mark: Ok. So we need to find a solution. For your own life. If we are to be together the last thing I'd like to see is you worried about money. I appreciate that this is not the easiest of topics. But we do need to talk about it, don't we? 8:59 AM
Bianca: Thank you. I have made too many poor decisions from a place of financial need. 9:02 AM
Mark: Like? 9:03 AM
Bianca: Well, I got married for starters. 9:03 AM
Mark: That must have been really hard for you. Ok, I have something important to say. Bianca, now I understand a bit better the situation and I do not want you to be in trouble financially. We have to be honest with ourselves and have a candid discussion about what you need. 9:05 AM
Bianca: Ok. 9:24 AM
Mark: I understand that what we have found is much better than what we were looking for. But that does not mean that the issues that brought you to that website have gone away. 9:24 AM
Bianca: I appreciate that. 9:25 AM
Mark: I am not going to run away if you tell me what is needed financially. And by now you may have realised that I do not promise what I cannot deliver. 9:25 AM