Dearest Bianca,
I would like to express my gratitude to you for the wonderful time together today. There are some experiences in life that will never be forgotten and today I had one of them.
The way I felt while with you was mystifying and disconcerting, because it was the first time in years when I felt a true intellectual, emotional and physical connection with someone, and we have only met each other twice.
Your skin, your scent, your smile, your gracious moves and gestures, your eyes (and how many times did I lose myself in your eyes on Sunday and today?).... These are fantastic, undoubtedly; however I must admit that these are not your best attributes. I would contend that your intellect, wit, enthusiasm, ambition and creativity while being compassionate and approachable are unique. I love your mysterious nature, however, despite the mystery, I'm 100% comfortable with you.
I am afraid that the future may have something rather special in store for us, and since seeing you on Sunday and today, I have an uncanny feeling that nothing is out of reach. I am feeling happy, a feeling that has always been rather elusive to me, and this time the happiness I’m enjoying is akin to the joy an infant or child expresses while living in the moment.
I'm afraid that the fear I expressed to you that I might fall in love with you is thoroughly justified. I am not prepared to live my life on the basis of fear. Hence, I will just accept my feelings as they are. You and the relationship we are developing are way too important for me to allow my befuddled mind to be guided by fear.
My dearest Bianca, you are a special and unique woman. And this clumsy boy can only think about you. My days, till our next encounter, will be long. But the joy of meeting you again, I'm absolutely certain, will be unparalleled.
I wish you a good night and an abundant Wednesday morning.
Missing you dearly,
Mark 12:00 pm