Mark: Bianca, my gut instinct is telling me that I should trust you and be myself. And I am glad that I did. And I do. 1:41 PM
Bianca: But here’s my concern…We are so very different:
I read the NY Post/you read the NY Times
I have a naughty sense of humor/ You're a bit more high brow
Are you certain I'm your dream girl? I'm very attracted to all those things in you....I hope you still feel the same when I continue to be myself. Because I don't know another way to be. 1:44 PM
Mark: Darling, can love be defined on these terms? 1:48 PM
Bianca: No... I suppose not. 1:48 PM
Mark: I'm a rational person. Logical matters are more forte. I would never ever seek to apply logic to this, as what I feel for you transcends it.
And yes, you are my dream girl. Whether you like it or not. And as I have mentioned in my previous message, there is so much I can learn from you and with you. And that's how I feel. 1:57 PM
Bianca: I agree. I only fear getting hurt...a little. I didn't know how much I'd like you. I'm sure you can understand this. 2:15 PM
Mark: Of course I understand your fear, Bianca. Trust my actions not my words. 2:19 PM
Bianca: I will. 2:23 PM
Mark: I know you hate being in a vulnerable position. You've always been told to be the opposite. Others have hurt you. I miss you so much
Boarding my other flight. Queuing and just wishing I could see you tonight. 2:25 PM
Bianca: Have a safe journey. Wish I could see you too…Bye for now. 2:27 PM
Mark: You are not getting rid of me so easy. 2:27 PM
Bianca: Haha 2:27 PM
Mark: I'd be crazy enough to come to wherever you are tonight just to give you a kiss, Bianca. 2:28 PM
Bianca: I will be on the Upper East side actually. Around 9 or 10. But that would be too early no? 2:28 PM
Mark: I arrive at 10:45. But would go anywhere to see my Bianca. 2:29 PM
Bianca: I might still be in the area. Would you want to meet for a quick cocktail at the Carlyle? Let's play it by ear... 2:30 PM
Mark: Ok As soon as I land, I'll send you a message 2:30 PM
Bianca: Sounds good darling. I can't wait for a kiss. 2:34 PM
Mark: Neither can I. I mean it. I can go anywhere just to give you a kiss. On the plane finally...Phew 2:38 PM
Bianca: You can relax now, get a nap... 2:39 PM
Mark: Please don't feel pressured to meet up tonight. 2:39 PM
Bianca: Flying first class? 2:39 PM
Mark: Always 2:39 PM
Bianca: Just wanna wrap my lips around your hard..........
Sorry sorry I know you're on the plane I'll stop being so naughty. 2:41 PM
Mark: Well.... After that text I think I will have a long journey tonight…
No, please don't control yourself. I love you being naughty. Very naughty.
I love it. I can imagine us in first class, lying side by side. Going to London. And me fingering you when the lights are out. 2:43 PM
Bianca: It's easy in first class…2:44 PM
Mark: Yes. This has been on my mind since we talked about going to Brussels or London together. You are bad, Bianca. This convo is killing me. 2:44 PM
Bianca: You love it… Especially when I am on top of your cock.
Is the flight attendant wondering why you are piling extra blankets on your lap right now?? 2:47 PM
Mark: I have the pillow. 2:48 PM
Bianca: Hard? 2:49 PM
Mark: And there is a window that separates me from the other passengers. I am very hard.
Darling.
All I want is you being your seductive self.
Fucking me senseless
Making me be yours
And yours only
As you did on Tuesday
Since then
My sole thought is you
As my girlfriend and the person I'm in love with
But also as the sexy girl who fucked me senseless
And then you come on the top of me
Tell me to stop talking. 2:49 PM
Bianca: To shut the fuck up. 2:52 PM
Mark: And slide my cock, as hard as it is now. Inside you
Rubbing your clit against me
Remember when you gave me head? Did you see how much under your spell I was?
I wanted to lick you now
Feel your taste and your scent
The best ever
I have never felt so good
As when I was kissing and licking your pussy
You taste amazing
And your scent......
As it was an extension of my body
Wonderful
Indescribable. 2:52 PM
Bianca: I loved giving you head. Your cock in my mouth. I want to finish you off and taste you soon. 2:57 PM
Mark: Would you do that? 2:58 PM
Bianca: Yes of course. 2:58 PM
Mark: You want to kill me, don't you? 2:58 PM
Bianca: Not the goal no. 2:58 PM
Mark: Lol. Just don't disappear, Bianca. You are too good to be true. 2:58 PM
Bianca: Stop. 2:58 PM
Mark: You are, I have not felt the way I am feeling now
I am in this pink cloud. Just wanting to vanish from here and turn up by your side
You have me on my knees. And you know it…2:59 PM
Bianca: Can't you invent a teleporter in your spare time? 3:00 PM
Mark: I have got to. But first, in my spare time, I want to try and help an amazing woman get where she wants to be in her life. 3:00 PM
Bianca: Just do me a favor, Doctor. Just be my friend. 3:02 PM
Mark: Bianca, that's how I see you. 3:02 PM
Bianca: That to me is more important than the money. 3:02 PM
Mark: That's what I want to be. If I thought that this was all about the money to you, do you think I would be behaving this way? 3:02 PM
Bianca: I do appreciate the money you provide me, but you mean more to me than that. 3:03 PM
Mark: I understand the rules of an arrangement, Bianca. And understand that what we have found transcends what we were looking for. Do I think I would have confided to someone I did not care about the fact that I am a sex addict in recovery for 4.5 years? 3:03 PM
Bianca: No and I appreciate you confiding in me. And you made it clear from day one that this wasn't just about the sex.
Although, side note...that part of it is just coming naturally
And it's mindblowing. 3:04 PM
Mark: I am certain that we will not tire from each other. 3:06 PM
Bianca: Can I kiss you at Piora? Or need to be careful? 3:06 PM
Mark: Would you kiss your boyfriend there? 3:07 PM
Bianca: Yes 3:07 PM
Mark: You have carte blanche. What are you doing the night of the 30th? 3:07 PM
Bianca: No plans yet. 3:08 PM
Mark: Do you want to spend the night together? 3:08 PM
Bianca: Sure. Why the 30th? 3:08 PM
Mark: Because I have to attend a retreat on 30th and may have to stay a day longer. 3:09 PM
Bianca: Where is the retreat? 3:09 PM
Mark: Not sure where the retreat is yet. Look, on Sunday or Wednesday, when we have a few minutes, let's go throw my diary and choose the trips to go together. 3:11 PM
Bianca: Yes. Lets. 3:11 PM
Mark: You are simply formidable
Truly. I love every second of you. My flight is so delayed here
I shall let you know as soon as I arrive. 3:13 PM
Bianca: Ok lovey. 3:19 PM
Mark: It's so good to be feeling this way. Thank you so much. You deserve anything you want gorgeous. I know you have lots to do. Don't want to hold you. 3:19 PM
Bianca: Ok baby....safe flight. 3:21 PM
Mark: Just please understand something: everything I am expressing to you is very real and I am being totally vulnerable. Don't trust my words but instead trust my actions. 3:21 PM
Bianca: I do. 3:22 PM
Mark: And rest assured that this clumsy boy who is typing this message would die without your smile. 3:22 PM
Bianca: Missing my doctor. Gotta dash to a meeting now. Xoxo 3:24 PM
Mark: Dearest Bianca, I will miss you for the next few hours. Have a terrific time at your dinner. Kiss, my love. 3:25 PM
Bianca: Kisses. I can't wait to see you soon. 3:27 PM
Mark: Taxing out now..... Kisses gorgeous. See you soon. 3:33 PM
Bianca: Love, let me know when you land. I had a great dinner with a most interesting lady. You'll probably take a bit of time to get through customs so I decided to head back to Tribeca, instead of sticking around the Upper East. You are welcome to come to my place… 9:40 PM