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Jan 13, 2016

Mark: Good morning, Bianca.  Are you having a productive photo shoot? 9:18 AM

Bianca: Good morning.  Yes we are!  11:17 AM

Mark: I'm losing my will to live.  This conference call is killing me.  11:37 AM

Bianca:  Just remember our fun at the Roxy last night… 11:37 AM

Mark:  Memories from yesterday are rather vivid in my mind...... I simply ADORE your scent and how your skin feels........ 11:38 AM

Bianca: You too.  Funny how we clicked.  I couldn't keep my hands off you. 11:42 AM

Mark: And I did not want you to leave yesterday at all.
I would have loved to have spent the night with you.... Waking up by your side and seeing you opening your eyes in the morning would have been a wonderful experience... 11:45 AM

Bianca: I agree.  Looking forward to a trip away with you.  11:56 AM

Mark: That will be a dream...I'm checking the dates of my ad board meetings in Europe in Jan and Feb. It'll be great to take you with me.  12:02 PM

Bianca: Yes please!   1:04 PM

Mark: It'd be either Britain or Belgium.
I wish you could have come with me tonight to London to be honest.  1:21 PM

Bianca: I know.  Me too.  Britain or Belgium, just let me know.  1:30 PM

Mark: One has just been confirmed. The one in Belgium is only on March 22nd. It's been postponed. The one in Britain should be in the next 30 days.  1:36 PM

Bianca: Lovely!  2:15 PM

Mark: You are absolutely stunning, Bianca... Just seeing your photo gave me butterflies.
Seriously! How can you be so pretty?
And darling, the camera loves you.  2:23 PM

Bianca: Thank you baby...we got a lot done at the office today.  3:56 PM

Mark: Great.  I'd love to see the result of the photo shoot.
By the way, I'm definitely available on Sunday from 5:30 on.  4:06 PM

Bianca: Looking forward to our rendezvous.
Wish I was on your flight to London this evening, snuggled under the blanket kissing you.  4:10 PM

Mark: Likewise. I'm already dreaming of the two of us in one of the two sitters in first class just kissing and enjoying the champagne.  4:19 PM

Bianca: Soon.  4:20 PM

Mark: One hopes. Still have to pack. Going home in a minute and then dashing to the airport.  4:21 PM

Bianca: No one packed for you?  Good luck ✈  4:25 PM

Mark: Nope. I need to do it and my flight leaves in 3 hours.  4:26 PM

Bianca: You'll make it.  4:26 PM

Mark: On the cab... What a crazy day.  Needless to say that the contrast between yesterday and today could not be starker... 5:07 PM

Bianca: Life=Valleys and peaks.... 5:08 PM

Mark: On my way to the airport. I hope I can make it to the plane. A bit of a chaotic day........... Nevertheless, I have many things to be grateful for, including your friendship and the knowledge that I'll see you on Sunday.
Bianca, I was wondering if you have been to Sleep No More?  5:10 PM

Bianca:  No darling I haven't.  What is it?  5:16 PM

Mark:  There are rave reviews about it.  I really want to take you there next week.  It’s an interactive performance based on Hamlet at the McKittrick Hotel.  Here is the link: www.sleepnomorenyc.com5:19 PM

Bianca: Looks very cool.  5:21 PM

Mark: If you fancy going, we can go next week...I’d get VIP tickets for us.  5:22 PM

Bianca: Wednesday is good.   I’m pretty open next week.
By the way, it's been hard to fully concentrate today thinking about being on top of you last night .... 5:26 PM

Mark: I'm afraid I had a very similar experience.  And by the way, you asked me yesterday if I'd be ok meeting your friends. The answer is absolutely. I'd love to.  5:28 PM

Bianca: ☺ I'd love that.  5:31 PM

Mark: I'm enjoying every second of this, Bianca.  5:32 PM

Bianca: Me too.  I haven't stopped smiling.  5:32 PM

Mark: Thank you so much for allowing yourself to be yourself while with me.  I know the courage that it takes.... 5:33 PM

Bianca: You make it easy.  5:33 PM

Mark: I was thinking to myself today that yesterday's experience was so special that I really do not care as to how our sanctimonious society would perceive us. Some things in life are truly beyond good and evil, and this is one of them.  5:36 PM

Bianca: I agree.  That went through my mind as well today.  5:41 PM

Mark: You are fantastic, gorgeous.  Truly.  You brought a smile to my face all day.  5:47 PM

Bianca: And you to mine.  5:47 PM

Mark: I may miss my flight.  5:59 PM

Bianca: Flight at 8, right?  6:00 PM

Mark: 7:35.  I may miss it.......If it is, I'll attribute it to the universe.  I did my absolute best to be here on time.  6:02 PM

Bianca: Yes darling.  Good luck.  Sending you good vibes.  6:02 PM

Mark: Thank you. You saw my diary today...... 6:03 PM

Bianca: I did, you are a very busy man.  Everyone wants a little of you because you are brilliant and talented.  You offer so much.  Sometimes it must get difficult to manage everything.  6:04 PM

Mark: You are most definitely too kind. I am finally (almost) at the airport.  6:10 PM

Bianca: Well done!   By the way, I think I need a spa day soon.  New York can be so stressful sometimes.  6:33 PM

Mark: Well, we could organise to go to one together.
There are some spas for couples that are not too bad.  6:35 PM

Bianca: That would be nice.  6:36 PM

Mark: So you have a mission.  Choose a place and we'll go to on our date after Sleep No More.  If you prefer the spa first, it's also your call.  6:36 PM

Bianca: How sweet are you?  You get an extra kiss when you're back.  6:38 PM

Mark: Let me know what you'd prefer.  I'll get it organised…
I’ll live for Sunday… If my messages are too much, Bianca, please let me know, ok?  6:39 PM

Bianca: No they are not.  Not at all.  I like you.  And I like that you are open with me.  I look forward to your messages.  7:08 PM

Mark: One point that I did not have a chance of conveying to you yesterday is that I would love if we could be authentic to ourselves and let our relationship grow organically. While lying on my bed last night, I made a conscious decision that I will just accept my feelings as they are, whatever they are.  7:10 PM

Bianca: I agree.  Lets try to stay present.  I enjoy every minute with you.  7:11 PM

Mark: I will not come to see you with any preconceptions of what our relationship could and should be
And if my 'gut' feeling is confirmed, it's my responsibility.
I would not ask you to reciprocate or to feel in the same way.  7:11 PM

Bianca: You can't help your feelings.  No one can.  7:12 PM

Mark: I just lived in this body for too long not to know what the risks are, and am happy to take them. 7:12 PM

Bianca: It is risky for sure.  But life is a beautiful journey.  Valleys, peaks and all.  I miss you already.  7:13 PM

Mark: I'm just being honest with you and making myself vulnerable. I just ask you one thing: just don't hurt me deliberately, ok?
I miss you dearly… In a rather visceral manner.  7:13 PM

Bianca: I couldn’t ever deliberately hurt you.  I care too much.  7:13 PM

Mark: It's an honest and sincere request.  7:14 PM

Bianca: I can’t believe that this time last week, I hadn’t even met you yet.  Funny how quickly life can change.  I promise you one thing, you will always get honesty and respect from me.
But I also promise you that our connection is mutual and real.
I haven't even taken the time to contemplate the risks.  I'm too high on feeling happy at the moment.  7:14 PM

Mark: I'm too analytical not to think about it. But I'm entirely ready to throw caution to the wind and live in the moment.
I have an uncanny feeling that beautiful things will emerge.  7:16 PM

Bianca: I do too.  Promise me one thing?
That you will please live for the moment.  Happiness is what matters most.  7:17 PM

Mark: Absolutely, Bianca. You do have my word.  You are so incredibly special.  Taking off soon. I miss you, Bianca.  7:18 PM

Bianca: I miss you too.  Have a safe trip.  7:33 PM

Mark: I do too. I adore the tactile sensations that come by touching your skin. Your scent........ 7:35 PM

Bianca: Last night....might have been some of the best sex I've ever had in my life.  7:36 PM

Mark: As I told you, it was the first time I did not feel lonely in years.  Years and years.  If souls exist, I felt that ours were intertwined yesterday.  7:36 PM

Bianca: Yes yes…And my soul came three times.  7:37 PM

Mark: I like your humor.  A lot really.  Taking off very soon. I will be counting the minutes till I see you on Sunday!  A big kiss.  7:38 PM

Bianca: Yes dear.  Let me know when you've arrived safely
Safe journey.  Xoxoxoxo, kiss, hugs, and more..... 7:38 PM

Mark: And apologies for the sometimes over sentimental comments. I reckon I may have inherited in my Lusitanian blood a good dose of lyricism in addition to my freckles ❤  7:40 PM

Bianca: I dig it.  7:42 PM

Mark: :-) kiss ta ta  7:44 PM

Bianca: Kisses baby  7:45 PM