Bianca: I do not want to hurt your wife if she saved your life....will I hurt her? 2:22 PM
Mark: Don't you think she knows about you? 2:22 PM
Bianca: Does she? 2:22 PM
Mark: She has a crazy high IQ. I arrived at JFK at 11 and home at 2:45 am. Come on, B... 2:23 PM
Bianca: Women always know. 2:23 PM
Mark: She is next to me and I am texting with you all this time.
Come on. 2:23 PM
Bianca: I knew my husband was up to something when I was married. But I actually cared. I remember finding emails in his deleted folder from his ex. I wanted to know the truth. And now? He is dating her. I always knew. 2:23 PM
Mark: So sad, darling. Better for me though. And for us. 2:24 PM
Bianca: I was still hurt when I found out. I heard that they were dating a few weeks ago actually. 2:24 PM
Mark: Really? 2:25 PM
Bianca: Yes. 2:25 PM
Mark: I'm so sorry. Did you love him? 2:25 PM
Bianca: I'll tell you the entire story of how we ended someday. He put me down for years. Until I eventually censored myself. And believed that I was not funny or bright.
I started dating Richard when I was broke…kind of lost...low self esteem. He molded me into a shell of my former vibrant self. I allowed it all to happen. I wanted to pursue a career in comedy. He told me don't bother, you're not really that funny. Mark, when you laugh at my jokes it is music to my ears... And now I'm finally able to tune out his negative voice in my head telling me I can't do something. There's more to the story but I'll tell you all another time. 2:25 PM
Mark: Darling. That's so incredibly sad. I hope that I can help you connect with the beauty you have inside. Because you are truly beautiful and funny and witty. Look, I think we can be very good friends and that we can help each other in many ways. I'm so happy to have met you. Don't judge him for being unable to see his problems. We only see them when we reach rock bottom, as Camus and Sartre and the other existentialists say in their philosophy.
I reached mine. 2:46 PM
Bianca: I don't judge him. I don't hate him. To me, he doesn't exist. 2:49 PM
Mark: And that's why you’re open to new experiences. Otherwise you'd be living in a cage of your own making. You are free now, Bianca.
Constrained by some of your fears, yes. But freer than you've ever been before. 2:50 PM
Bianca: Life without him is…breathable. 2:50 PM
Mark: Splendid. We need to do some crazy things together
Then you'll feel even freer. 2:51 PM
Bianca: Crazy? Do tell.... 2:51 PM
Mark: I'm still trying to get to know you a bit more. What makes you tick. Then we will choose some crazy things to do together. Do you like extreme sports or experiences? 2:52 PM
Bianca: Hmmm. Not really. 2:53 PM
Mark: I enjoy a few things of that nature. I'm scared of heights so I go paragliding. What I am saying is that empiricism is a great way to counteract our fears. Experiencing things that we fear the most in a controlled way is one of the best antidotes for our fears. 2:53 PM
Bianca: Mark, tomorrow night? 3:01 PM
Mark: Yes? 3:01 PM
Bianca: Lets just take things slowly. Kiss for a while. 3:01 PM
Mark: We do not need have sex. Let's just cuddle and enjoy. 3:01 PM
Bianca: Last night felt a little rushed. Which is part of why I couldn't relax totally. Anyhoo, need to run out now. Miss you Mark…3:02 PM
Mark: I am craving for you, baby. By the way, tomorrow.
There are no expectations from my part. If I just have dinner with you and see your face I'll be happy. Now that you know so much about me, I just hope that you'll not get too scared. 3:19 PM
Bianca: Mark. The only way I will get scared, is if you do anything to hurt me. 3:23 PM
Mark: That's out of question. 3:24 PM
Bianca: Then we are good… 3:24 PM
Mark: Bianca, I was just thinking about you gorgeous. I'd never objectify you or treat you like a Barbie. But can't you be my princess at times? 5:42 PM
Bianca: Yes, baby. I'm excited to be your girlfriend tomorrow night at dinner. Nibbling on your ear... 5:42 PM
Mark: Darling, I'm dying to experience that. 5:48 PM
Bianca: I think it’s so sweet and generous how every time we meet you bring me a little present. I really love this Dior perfume. 5:50 PM
Mark: Cute. Darling, I do see you as if you were my girlfriend.
And I mean it. 6:34 PM