To My Readers
I just want to take a moment and thank my readers for following Dear Bianca. I have had an incredible response since I started the blog in March and have received lots and LOTS of questions so I wanted to address a few points.
This blog is the story of what has happened to me in this most eventful year (so far.) I discovered the world of “sugaring” when times had gotten hard and supporting myself financially was becoming rather challenging. I couldn’t have imagined the adventure and the relationship that would follow.
Why am I writing this blog? The best answer to that is that as this affair has unfolded for me, I have found it to be even stranger than fiction. It was and has been such a surreal experience that I find it cathartic to write and share it with others.
Am I still with the doctor? I have gotten this question more than anything else. Just keep reading. As many twists and turns as this journey has taken for me, even I have no idea how the story will end.
Does the doctor know I have this blog? Hell NO. Please don't tell him.
Names and a few very minor details have been changed to protect the parties involved. But you are reading the actual conversations that took place between me and Mark over messaging. Looking back, you can definitely see how all consuming our relationship was from day one. We message morning, noon and night.
For better or for worse (as you have read by now,) I found myself brushing aside the fact that he was married. As far as I was concerned, he was the one cheating and committing adultery not me. It wasn’t right, but the fact that he and his wife have no kids also made things easier to justify in my mind.
For us, the intensity button was pushed almost from the start. It was a whirlwind of feelings, both exciting and confusing. If you have ever had an affair, you know that once feelings come into play it becomes incredibly complicated and difficult to “quit.”
I am well aware that there will be some hate and judgment heading my way as readers continue to follow. And that is perfectly ok. Everyone is entitled to their opinion and I will accept the good and the bad!
Thank you again for reading along and for your questions. I hope you continue to enjoy the blog!
xoxo,
"Bianca"